Expression!!!

Its wonderful to see the body in creative mode. How consciousness chooses its own course and plays its own games, its mind blowing. Only difference is its happening in Awareness. Everyday its a new day, anticipating whats next performance by The Consciousness. Things are happening in spontaneity and body is responding in auto mode with least interference from The Mind. Now I can understand the flower blooming, The Sun rising, trees growing, child playing etc. Like in a Dream, You are wearing gloves, in this case its the body and touching the things of Dream , feeling them with gloves. This Dream has many dimensions and you are fortunate to live in this dream. You are given a playground of your own, family of your own, friends of your own and choice to make best of the time given in this world. This we can use to our best to create things at the best of our ability. We are blessed to be given all the qualities and the vast playground where we can do experiments using this energy, qualities. I wonder at the expanse of things which can be created using this and reaching the height of every quality we have. There is nothing which is happening without meaning. Everything has a purpose so its better to listen and gain from those happenings. Its come to you because we asked for it and we need it. Inspite of knowing, I yet to have intense conviction, 'Am I really This?', 'Will I be able to do This?', Last few days got busy painting, got opportunity to paint due to His Grace. I witnessed being Timeless.....All there was , was painting....rather creating experience, felt creater, creating and create were one. There was unity..and Anand. Its only You, Baba who was in action, there was pure witnessing.....How beautiful the brush flowed...and You emerged.......I love You, Ishwar!!!!

Unique person

I feel like a person made of wax. I am equipped with some tools. First tool is 'The body', by which I can perform the physical actions. Second tool is 'The mind', through I create thoughts and execute thoughts. Third tool is Buddhi, that which has Vivek Shakti to think deeply, to contemplate and understand. I have a storehouse where all thoughts of past are stored that helps time and time again to compare and learn. Then I have been given the opportunity to explore my own True Self, what all it can do. How it can express. What qualities it has. There are so many mirrors around me where I see myself expressing. It shows me where the work should be done, what lessons I still have to learn. It also lets me appreciate the mauka, the opportunity I have to live fully ,to be aware with every breath my body takes in this earth life. I feel full Gratitude towards You, my Guru, Sirshree, to open my eyes to see this world ,to feel the freedom which I always had but was in the illusion that I was so limited. Baba, I truly can understand why You eagerly wanted us to feel this because now I too feel like doing the same for my loved ones who still are in delusion. Tera Dhanyawad!!!
Aapki
Bhakt

Living in the false world...

Has it occurred to you, we are all living in the false world, everything around us is just an Illusion. Yes, Its difficult to visualize from where we are standing. To see this we need to stand away from the false ground and shift to the Real one. And How could we do that...First we need to be open to listen to the illogical things without judging from our limited mind information. Listening only could make us understand this.
          You must have heard yourself say, I am happy, ' Why do I even need to listen?. I would want to enjoy my life as is till the end.' Sure, Why not..You continue doing what you are, no one is stopping you. Listening to the Ultimate Truth will not let you stop your desires. It definitely would let your performance be better than before. It would take all unnecessary clutter that goes in your mind, the parallel conversation in every situation to zero. Can you imagine if that goes, how fast and efficient your work would be done. But for that, you need to take some time out and listen  to the Ultimate Truth which from ages has always been the same. This in earlier times used to be given directly from Guru to the disciple on one to one basis. But now in this modern age, You could get the same knowledge online (www.tejgyan.org).
            People have wrong notion, this is only for old people. We are too busy with our life, with kids, career, parties. Is that all your life is about? Just rearing kids, earning money, do house chores, socializing. Then what??? Wait another day, a week. Again same. You are waiting for the next exciting thing to happen, maybe a weekend party. For that, you are all dressed up, that excitement to buy new things, wear it, show your friends your new car, electronic stuff. And then what?? How long does that last? Have you questioned yourself, Is this going to continue the whole life? Is life all about this? Maybe in between some incidents occur, some health, accidents, unexplainable. Then you ask 'Why me?' Do you even think How small we are, nothing is in our control. Some people say, 'I go to the temple, do puja, chant mantras. I am very religious.' I ask Why, just because your parents have told you to do so or its coming from within. While doing puja, where is your mind? Are you doing it with emotions because, without bhaav ( emotions), no prayers would give result. Also having expectation and do puja would be like business bhakti. Can't we just converse with the Lord as a friend?
            Are you inquisitive about the Mysteries of this Universe? Everyone talks about 'This is my hand, I thought? 'Who really thought?' You would say your name? Whose name? Who are you??? Has it occurred to you, you really are not what you think you are. You are separate from the role you are playing. You get attached to the body ,mind mechanism and think and do every requirement of its. And thats how the time goes by looking after the limited whereas we are unlimited!!!
        

Shifting to Impersonal Life!!!

Slowly and steadily with Your Grace, its happening, Baba. Being aware of every moment  who you really are is the key. Just letting your self be available for Your service, Ishwar. Everything I do is for You!!! Expecting nothing in return, just Your expression is now my ambition. I contemplate on Your qualities, feel them and how would certain situation or event would be handled by You, My dear Guru!! I am like pure water with no form, flexible, can be molded in which ever role you make me perform. I am exploring my Self and am being in the state of Being!!! Thank you Baba for using my mind, body to express what You really want to express. Engulf me into the flame of TejPrem where all mann ki vrittis are dissolved. Some are invisible to my limited vision, help me find them.Help me motivate others to be Happiness,Love, Peace too!!!
Yours,
Bhakt

Spontaneity

What exactly is Spontaneity, when we ask ourselves, its one of the quality of God. The thoughts sent by God at random is executed by us without giving another thought. So the first thought for any work is given direct from there and the next thought which is formed exactly is being weaved from our mind. And if there is no mind or if your mind becomes your slave and doesn't come between God's work, we then become the real tool for our dear Lord, Sirshree!!!
    Due to Baba's Grace, His continuous support, all patterns are breaking. I remember how I used to shy away from trekking in the hot sun but now I am open and willing to go ahead and enjoy it. I can distinctly feel, the body aching but I am still full of energy, which proves that mind isn't making excuses. I know for sure, I am not the body but I keep slipping into the worldly ways sometimes. Then I have full faith in You, Sirshree, as you said Faith is the only thing which is needed towards Guru. I love You, Ishwar. I had lots of pattern in eating yumming, oily, rich food. Now my focus is within and all that food doesn't interest me anymore.
        Self is expressing through this body. Due to Your Grace, I started Arts class for kids, I see myself engrossed totally into it and enjoying it so much. I see how You are around me in different forms, plants, small children, hubby, son, neighbors and friends. Baba, sometimes I am unable to pick Your signs, forgive me for that but then You are everywhere sending reminders. I love You ,Ishwar. I recently learnt EFT (Emotional Freedom Technique)  from TGF website. Also, I stitched clothes. I am also doing beading. I feel so happy seeing You express in various ways, even when giving company to friends and of course in Silence.
          You tell us that 'Understanding is the only way'. The moment you understand you are not the body, you start living your life from that understanding. I am still working on it. Thankyou for opening me up and shifting me to the Real I. I love You, Sirshree!!!

I am Yours!!!

I am Yours, Baba
my thoughts, my work, my mind and body,
I am just a puppet doing what You intend me to do,
My illusive Ego is no more prevalent,
Its become a slave of Your instructions,
Baba, Order me, What should be done, and
Work through me...
I am here in this earth for Your Biggest Expression,
Together we shall walk and be...One...
I love You, Sirshree....
for killing me and giving me a new birth...
I love You, Ishwar
for giving me so much Happiness,Love and Peace...
for giving me....... Nothing !!!
I love You, Sirshree
for identifying who I really am.....
I love You, Ishwar !!!

Grow Your Sensitivity!!!

The first teachers are our parents in our life. So many things are being taught to us while we are growing up. We hardly realize it till we start living separately from them. Then we do exactly the same what our parents have been doing. Mom's play a major role in everyone's life since she spends most of the time with her kids. The values she has in her automatically goes to the child.Every move of her ,every habit is being observed by her children ,later in years kids become her carbon copy. On the other hand the father has to instill discipline in his kids and at the same time be their best friends. We have been brought up in the thoughts framework what our parents had. Being kids we had been kept busy with studies and play, away from family politics. We took everything for granted from parents and also developed some attitude in answering back to them. Being parents they understood that was a part of growing up and gave us space.

           Now being an adult, having a family, if we still have the same attitude. Its like we never grew up.This is the time to realize and to give back the love and care our parents have given us. As they are getting older, they are in the need of their loved ones. Their whole focus is on their children. Least what the younger generation can do is give a call on a regular basis. That would atleast lessen the old age pain and give a smile to their faces. Its funny to see that very few have that sensitivity and they forget that they too one day would be in that position. You reap what you sow...is an old saying!!! Still people are caught up in their day to day lives and fail to realize few minutes of their so called busy life, can bring a smile to someone who has always been their well-wisher, their own parent who gave them life!!! Its good to act before its too late..........